Good riddance!

You caused me pain, but look at me now. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. 

You gave me strength and you take away my weakness. I believe in myself.

I know the best I can do for myself will come to me with work and dedication.

Love is nothing if there is no happiness.

Love is nothing if there is no peace.

Love is nothing unless its deep.

Fairwell my fair weathered friend... and good riddance.

Ups and Downs

Ups

You look at me for advice and you follow it.

I love the way that you look at me now.

We share so many interests, and hobbies.

The problem is, I'm falling for you again.

And I've been friend-zoned.

&

Downs

It's like my walls are growing.
And my floor is falling.

             I'm going down and no one will know.

            Just one wrong step and I will fall to no where.

Tears...

I have never... Never! cried over someone. But now it's your fault and I can't stop it! I just hate all of this! I can't take this! I need something but I don't know what. This shit is ridiculous. and now I'm a fucking mess! all because of You!

So you're welcome. I hope you wanted this... I'm finally broken.

Nothing to say... except, I wish you could keep your fucking mouth shut...

The Best is Yet to Come

Siting here alone.

The rain hitting the windows

The darkness has come 

Now we are waiting for it to pass

This terrible feeling

Have I made the right choice

Of course I have

The sun is shining through already.

The rain slowing,

and a slight breeze of relief

sweeping past.

The worst is over...

The best is yet to come...

It's over...

It's over, you're free. I ended it, I'm taking my space and I'm getting over you. It's for the best. Until I can look at you without this feeling, it's for the best. I'm glad... It's Over...

Regrets...

              You sit there at your computer and think up cute things to say about that girl. But you know what; the pain it causes me is unbearable. I show it to you everyday, but you never seem to see it. You practically look right through me anymore. I care for you so much, and now all I do is think about how happy you two must be together. It's not about me it's all about you, but I've just been thinking about how maybe she's not right. I deserved my chance but I never got it, because of our "friendship", and now I regret ever lying to you that night. I could have given you everything and more, and now I sit here and beat myself up. I didn't fight hard enough for you and I don't have the guts to tell you about my feelings now. It will get weird and you probably will pull away, because you can do better, but I can't. You are my only hopes, and my only dreams. I lost my chance and now that's all we will ever be. I need to stop this, I need to let you go. I'm hurting myself, and you've already moved on. 

REGRETS.