You sit there at your computer and think up cute things to say about that girl. But you know what; the pain it causes me is unbearable. I show it to you everyday, but you never seem to see it. You practically look right through me anymore. I care for you so much, and now all I do is think about how happy you two must be together. It's not about me it's all about you, but I've just been thinking about how maybe she's not right. I deserved my chance but I never got it, because of our "friendship", and now I regret ever lying to you that night. I could have given you everything and more, and now I sit here and beat myself up. I didn't fight hard enough for you and I don't have the guts to tell you about my feelings now. It will get weird and you probably will pull away, because you can do better, but I can't. You are my only hopes, and my only dreams. I lost my chance and now that's all we will ever be. I need to stop this, I need to let you go. I'm hurting myself, and you've already moved on.
REGRETS.
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