A storm..

There is no rain hitting the windows... no thunder or lightning.
But in my heart there is a huge storm causing tons of damage.
It's pitch black from the pain and hurt I've been through.
The clouds covering every inch that could be light shining through.
One moment you make the sun want to come out.
And the next you make the clouds darker and heavier.
The thunder starts causing my heart to beat faster and faster.
And then it starts to rain... not from the skies, but in the form of tears.
The pain is temporarily numbed... but it will come back in time.
The storm growing each time, until there is no rain left...

Only you and Me.

When I feel low and hurt I turn to you. I could turn to anyone... but I choose you.

You're the only person that can make me smile just by glancing at me.

I can tell when you are upset by the look on your face, The way you hold yourself.

You are my other half, I look to you for my everything.

I tell you that my feelings for you have grown, but you don't know I'm in love with you.

We are very different. We want different things...

I want you, but you want someone else.

When we talk it's like no one else matters..

It's like it's only you and me...

A different world...

In a different Universe
In a world much like ours
Maybe two people such as ourselves
Could end up together
But in this society
And in this way of surviving
There is no hope

No hope for me
But hope for you remains
For you know of a new life
A new way to see
And for yourself
It will set you free...

How can I make you see..

I wish you would notice.. You're looking in the wrong direction.
Every night you think of him... and I think of  you.
He is always going to be there... to hurt you.
And I will be sitting here waiting to be here when he does.
I'm all in.
Sitting here.
Tears in my eyes.
Waiting for you.
Wondering... How can I make you see?